(Before the Race, smiling not knowing what I was in for)
Right off of the start line we set off running (more like stumbling) straight down a ski slope & then proceed to run straight back up the slope (seemed a lot like a mountain to me) before ever coming to the first obstacle. Then in what seemed like a never-ending blur I climbed walls, swam through muddy water, crawled under barbed wire through a mud pit, slid down a water slide, jumped into a cargo net (only to have to climb right back out) & in between all of this was the never ending run up & down mini-mountains...insane. The hills were so steep that at some points I was pulling on grass just to keep moving upwards & going down...well that was just a matter of trying not to roll down. (Oh How I wish I had a picture of the slopes!) There were moments during my run (okay mostly a fast-paced walk) up those hills that I seriously considered yelling "Medic" & getting myself a golf-cart ride out of there! I didn't give in, but it sure was a tempting thought. I attempted to just pray my way through it, thanking God for the beautiful landscape that He'd so artfully created...but more often then not wound up grumbling about the Paoli Peaks designers who thought it'd be a good idea to exaggerate the existing inclines.
Believe it or not I actually rejoiced when an obstacle came into view because that meant I'd successfully made it to the bottom or top of a slope. Needless to say each challenge wrought another sense of frustration quickly followed up by pride when I'd completed it. I was pretty sure I was about to the finish line...when I hit the 1 mile marker. I'm not going to lie, I almost cried when I realized I had 2.1 miles left to go. As always God uses my everyday (& not so everyday) experiences to speak to my heart so the point of this post is probably pretty obvious. After I finally realized that grumbling about the slopes wasn't going to get me up (or down) them any faster I kind of got swept up in the deeper meaning of what I was doing. It dawned on me that every person does just what I was doing (perhaps not literally). Every hour, every day, every week, every month, of every year we overcome trials & tribulations. We're met head on by obstacles & have to fight to conquer them. We struggle to make our way uphill in the slopes of life only to find ourselves rolling back down again. Life is hard. A world mired in sin is a rugged (pun intended) place for a believer to dwell in. We're forever struggling to climb out of the pit, & truly know it is only by His grace that we can do so.
(My Daddy grinning at me as I crawl through muddy water under barbed wire)
Just as there were times that I was tempted to give in a bow out of the race, we are faced with hardships that greatly tempt us to quit. Some give in to that, others endure. Every person is confronted with difficulties that rock them to their core...these are make or break moments. As believers we would call them Kairos moments (God-appointed, life changing experiences), moments that deepen our faith or destroy it. In the midst of those times it's so very hard to see the plan that God has...to see the purpose beyond the haze of heartache & hurt, but we must hold true to our faith & know that there IS a purpose...there IS a plan. That, dear ones, that knowledge of His sovereignty, is the force that keeps us moving forwards. It is the motivation that pushes us up & over obstacles. It is the reason we do not call it quits. Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you", declares the Lord, "Plans to prosper you & not to harm you, plans to give you hope & a future." We endure because His agenda is for our good. Romans 8:28 "And we know God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God & are called according to His purpose for them." We persevere because He promises that He does not give us more than we can handle. He promises that someone else has been in our shoes & has made it. 1 Corinthians 10:13 "The temptations in your life are no different than what others experience. And God is faithful. He will not allow you to be tempted more than what you can stand. When you are tempted He will show you a way out so that you can endure. He promises us great reward when we cross the finish line...eternity by His side.
Sisters & Brothers, if we are honest with ourselves we would admit that quite often the hardships & difficulties in our lives stem from poor choices & are results of our selfishness. Most (not all) of the times in which we feel despair & are mired down are rooted in times when we pursued Our Purposes rather than His. So often we lament, whine, & grumble about the troubles we face, shaking our fists at God, when in reality we can blame no one but ourselves. No one forced me to run that race. There was no cattle prod behind me making me run those slopes & climb those obstacles...it was my choice. As I mentioned before, my dad is pretty hardcore so needless to say he finished the race way before I did, but to he turned around & came back to find me. He met me along the path, helped me complete the obstacles, & ran into the Finish line right beside me. I didn't endure that race alone, & neither do you face life's challenges alone. Here's the kicker, our Father meets us in the mess of our making & walks us through it. He gives us a boost, words of encouragement, & races with us to the Finish.
(That's my daddy boosting me up the wall & then peaking over to be sure I'd made it down okay)
I know that many of you are in your lowest of lows, mired down in the pit. I know that others are experiencing the highs of life. I pray that you will endure! Despite my weak moments, despite times of thinking I was going to die or puke (whichever came first), I made it across the Finish line...but I know that I couldn't have done it without my Daddy. You don't have to go through your hardships alone, & to be honest you can't make it without your Father either. Believers who are struggling, I urge you, Cowboy Up & Hold onto Him. Those who are lost, your Father is waiting, hand held out, ready to pull you up out of the Pit.
May You Persevere & May You Overcome! Be Blessed
All of this reminded me of my Grammie's favorite poem so I wanted to share that with you as well:
*Scripture*
1 Corinthians 9:24-27 "Don’t you realize that in a race everyone runs, but only one person gets the prize? So run to win! 25 All athletes are disciplined in their training. They do it to win a prize that will fade away, but we do it for an eternal prize. 26 So I run with purpose in every step. I am not just shadowboxing. 27 I discipline my body like an athlete, training it to do what it should. Otherwise, I fear that after preaching to others I myself might be disqualified."
Galatians 6:9 " So let’s not get tired of doing what is good. At just the right time we will reap a harvest of blessing if we don’t give up."
Hebrews 10:36 " Patient endurance is what you need now, so that you will continue to do God’s will. Then you will receive all that he has promised."
Romans 5:3-5 "We can rejoice, too, when we run into problems and trials, for we know that they help us develop endurance. 4 And endurance develops strength of character, and character strengthens our confident hope of salvation. 5 And this hope will not lead to disappointment. For we know how dearly God loves us, because he has given us the Holy Spirit to fill our hearts with his love."
James 1:2-4 "Dear brothers and sisters,[a] when troubles come your way, consider it an opportunity for great joy. 3 For you know that when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. 4 So let it grow, for when your endurance is fully developed, you will be perfect and complete, needing nothing."